That was all bullshit. I’m not going to make myself feel bad for the decision I made. You treated me with love countless times but you also treated me like the dirt at the bottom of your shoe. & you expect me to keep taking that because I love you? It’s not that I’ve changed, it’s that I’ve grown to have a little more self respect for myself. You weren’t the only one who thought that this was forever, or I also wouldn’t have gotten your name tatted on me. I loved you more than you ever loved me, more than I loved myself. & thats the one that can make me more upset than anything right now, is you saying I’ve changed. It’s not my fault I left. I let you know it was my last straw & you pulled at it for the last time. One day maybe when we you mature we can make this work. But right now I just want to know that I’m worth something & want to be treated like I am. Never to have to cry myself to sleep while you’re doing you with your boys ignoring me. I’m never doing that to myself again. I won’t make you make me out to be the bad guy. As a matter of fact since my so called “friends” can run their mouths to you, without even writing me back, I’ll keep my feelings to myself. I’m done with this & everything & everyone else.