November 2011
Being taken for granted seriously hurts. It makes me feel like why am I fighting to help someone who doesn’t even want my help. I might as well stop fighting.
When everything’s going good it’s like something always messes it up. Kenny’s car got taken back to the dealership because he didn’t have a cosigner. It seems like money is always becoming a problem, & by now were used to it. I’m just glad I got a job to help him out. Because he’s done nothing but take care of me for years, recently more than my dad even has. So I don’t mind helping out with the bills. Especially since I contribute to them. Im about to be 18 in a month & am already worried about saving, starting college in January, & helping babe out with everything. But oddly it doesn’t bother me. I already feel like were married & we’re already planning on moving out by march. Might as well start now!
October 2011
Todays babe & i’s anniversary of first meeting two years ago! I’m such a sap lol
Man this has been the worst time of month I’ve ever had. I’m STILL cramping 3 days later. Been moody the whole time. Bloated the whole time. Like fuck. I want to hurt someone >:[